In her latest documentary, , which airs on HBO in July, two-time Academy Award nominee Lucy Walker opens a door into the life of former pro snowboarder Kevin Pearce as he recovers from traumatic brain injury (TBI). Think of it as the rise, fall, and brutally slow reinvention of a sweet kid who could be your son, nephew, brother, or best Frend (as Pearce鈥檚 crew referred to one another). If you can watch it without tearing up, you鈥檙e a harder man than I.
Pearce鈥檚 long recovery after a 2009, pre鈥揤ancouver Olympics training accident (in the same Utah superpipe where freeskier Sarah Burke was later fatally injured) is a story of unbridled dedication and courage that鈥檚 both uplifting and utterly deflating. The Crash Reel forcefully swipes away the energy-drink haze that has clouded our collective consciousness into believing that today鈥檚 competitive action-sports scene makes any sense at all.
I鈥檓 talking, of course, about the very existence of 22-foot-walled superpipes, inverted snowmobiling at night, extreme-skiing competitions held in vertical rock gardens glazed in ice, and the rest of the SoCal-born foolishness that demands bigger air, one more spin, and razor-thin margins for error. As The Crash Reel fearlessly depicts, your payment for the smallest of mistakes is a broken bone or concussion for each year you鈥檝e lived. Until that one injury that changes your very identity.
Pearce is firmly of the this-life-will-be-televised generation, so Walker has ample footage to work with, from first steps to first hucks in the Vermont woods to polished competition clips. The viewer is reminded of just how young X Games鈥搒tyle competitors are just prior to their stardom. There鈥檚 a dreadful tension in the buildup to Pearce鈥檚 fall that鈥檚 masterfully done, but for one quibble: perhaps to make those early scenes more taut, Walker weaves a parallel thread into The Crash Reel鈥the rivalry between Pearce and Shaun White. It鈥檚 a filmmaker鈥檚 device, and it鈥檚 unnecessary. The extent of the animosity seems overblown, if only because of the screen time it commands. And as a head-injury victim himself, with several concussions and counting, White hardly deserves demonizing.
Pearce鈥檚 story is enough. We see in wrenching detail the effects of his injury鈥攎emory loss, a newly irritable disposition鈥攁s they radiate outward toward those who care for him. (Walker appears to have had limitless access to the Pearce home in Hartland, Vermont.) And then the inevitable: warned by his doctors that even a small blow to the head could erase his hard-won gains, Pearce nevertheless vows to return to the slopes, even if only for fun. At one point, the mother of another brain-injured snowboarder鈥攚ho, upon returning to competition, suffered a second, massively debilitating TBI鈥攄eadpans to Pearce, 鈥淜evin, you had a great life before, but you鈥檙e given a totally different brain now. You can鈥檛 go back to who you were.鈥 But Pearce does insist on going back, and we鈥檙e left waiting helplessly.
TBIs are getting a lot of play now, thanks to President Obama鈥檚 promise of a . But for those of us in the skiing and snowboarding world, TBI is nothing new. I know six skiers recovering (because you never stop recovering) from brain injuries, most of them severe. As Walker powerfully depicts, the brain is not a blown ACL repairable with time and a scrap of pig tendon. A TBI is forever.
We鈥檝e been led to believe that the creation of taller and steeper halfpipes is the natural progression of the sport. It isn鈥檛. If you somehow come away thinking it鈥檚 OK to send a child鈥攜ours or one you only sponsor or write about鈥40 feet into the sky and hope that he or she returns to earth without shattering his mind, you鈥檝e missed the film鈥檚 point entirely.