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The Future of Nature Therapy Is Psychedelic


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Oregon voters have opened the door to treating mental illness with substances like ketamine and psilocybin. In a peek at the future, our seeker attends a backwoods retreat where patients get help from a powerful combination of drugs and the outdoors.


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Natalia Del Campo sees the Blue Pool, shimmering like a winter oasis. It sparkles below a snowy trail and rocky gray cliffs, the iridescent turquoise water rippling under the rushing downpour of Tamolitch Falls.

It鈥檚 a clear March day in McKenzie Bridge, Oregon, a riverside valley in the Willamette National Forest, about an hour east of Eugene. In 2020, a devastating fire tore through this area, setting 173,392 acres ablaze. Even now, six months later, the road leading here smells like ash; on the way in, you pass the blackened remnants of Douglas firs and toppled power-line poles. The contrast makes the Blue Pool seem even more spectacular.

Del Campo, a petite 33-year-old Mexican American with short dark hair, feels like she鈥檚 rising from the ashes, too. She had a crushing year鈥攍osing her job as a bar manager to COVID-19, spiraling into depression, struggling with complex PTSD stemming from a sexual assault that happened when she was a teenager, attempting suicide, and undergoing intensive psychiatric treatment.

She came to the valley to clear her head, and it seems to be working well. She can feel the spirit of the earth, a deep bond with the natural features of this environment, including the old, porous lava flow through which the McKenzie River seeps upward to form the Blue Pool. If she stares at a tree long enough, it appears illuminated, lights circling it from all sides, making it more vivid than vivid, more real than real. She sees her ancestors down through the ages, living with nature in the shadows of history. She tells me later that these moments feel like 鈥渁n interconnectedness 鈥� knowing that you鈥檙e a part of something bigger than yourself, something very beautiful and old.鈥�

As Del Campo approaches the pool, she feels her feet taking root in the slushy path, the trees growing around her, the water rising and falling like waves of light cascading inside her chest.

鈥淚t wasn鈥檛 like I was a spectator,鈥� she says. 鈥淥r like I was in the forest looking at all this stuff. It was like, I am the forest.鈥�

Del Campo鈥檚 otherwordly trip didn鈥檛 happen in the flesh. It took place in her mind, after she鈥檇 taken ketamine, a synthetic compound used by doctors and veterinarians to start and maintain anesthesia. Ketamine, which is not a psychedelic, was notorious in the 1980s and 鈥�90s as a party drug known as Special K. These days it鈥檚 also legally administered in clinics all over the U.S. as a treatment for psychological disorders, particularly depression. The drug鈥檚 therapeutic uses are explored in a , Lamar Odom Reborn, in which the former NBA star says it saved his life during a period when he was suicidal.

Like any typical patient at a clinic, Del Campo consumed ketamine in a carefully controlled setting designed to lead to a safe and rewarding experience. She was seated inside an old carriage house, with a black silk mask over her eyes, red candles burning softly around her, a rose in her lap, classical music playing, and a physician and psychologist on hand, ready to give her water or a gentle touch if things got too intense.

But there was something new and very different about Del Campo鈥檚 trip: she was taking part in a nascent form of group therapy called the , which eventually will include use of psilocybin, the active ingredient in magic mushrooms.

The sessions we鈥檙e attending this week are conducted by a startup called Silo Wellness, which hopes to create a framework for psychedelic retreats that have an especially strong nature component.

Last November, Oregon鈥檚 voters , making it the first state in the nation to legalize therapeutic uses of psilocybin. It will be awhile before tripping on any such substance at a retreat becomes widely accessible: the legislation stipulated that state officials spend two years sorting out regulations and qualifying practitioners before the therapies go mainstream.

The sessions this week are conducted by a startup called , which hopes to create a framework for psychedelic retreats that have an especially strong nature component. Operating under the new law, the Oregonians who started Silo are doing their initial test runs with ketamine; later they鈥檒l add psilocybin to the menu, followed by whatever other drugs get legalized for therapeutic use in the future, including, possibly, MDMA and mescaline. For six nights and five days, Del Campo and four other attendees had come to the rustic Loloma Lodge to commune with nature and themselves鈥攚ith an assist from three ketamine trips.

Del Campo and the other attendees hope to be healed, and they鈥檙e motivated. They all suffer from severe psychological conditions, and as another participant tells me during the retreat, they鈥檙e trying this therapy 鈥渂ecause nothing else has worked.鈥�

The group includes a software architect, a government worker, a retired stockbroker, and a trauma nurse. While they鈥檙e here, they鈥檒l do the usual outdoorsy Oregon things鈥攔iver rafting, looking at trees and waterfalls, hiking down slippery slopes to reach the Blue Pool. The ketamine sessions are a powerful add-on designed to take them deeper into their minds and their perceptions of the natural world. The therapists work with the participants to explore the thoughts and feelings and connections that arise along the way.

As anyone who鈥檚 been to Burning Man can tell you, there鈥檚 no better setting for this kind of experience than the outdoors. But the question remains: Will psychedelic nature retreats become more than just another high-priced self-help fad? Could they really be a radical new way to solve mental health problems? A lot of serious people, 颅including activists and research scientists, believe there鈥檚 potential to develop important techniques that really contribute to healing.

Silo Wellness founder Mike Arnold
Silo Wellness founder Mike Arnold (Photo: Photo: Olivia Bee)

The link between psychedelics and nature goes back a long time. Indigenous cultures have been using substances like mescaline and ayahuasca to connect with their environments for centuries. After first synthesizing LSD in 1938, Swiss chemist Albert Hofmann described it as a 鈥渟acred drug鈥� that revealed to him 鈥渢he magnificence of nature and of the animal and plant kingdom.鈥� Ralph Metzner, a German-born American psychologist who worked at Harvard in the early 1960s with Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert (later known as Ram Dass), suggested that psychedelics could bolster what he called 鈥渆copsychology.鈥�

鈥淧sychedelic experiences bring about an expansion of one鈥檚 sense of identity beyond the usual boundaries of our body-self,鈥� Metzner wrote in his 2017 book Ecology of Consciousness. 鈥淎wareness may also expand outward into a greatly enhanced sense of interconnectedness with all life-forms in the great ecological web of life.鈥� He linked this awareness to the rise of the environmental movement in the 1960s.

As research into psychedelic-assisted therapy took hold among U.S. academics in the 1950s and 1960s, proponents sought to re-create the conducive conditions they鈥檇 observed in ancient mushroom ceremonies held in Mexico and other places. Leary, the ultimate pitchman for acid, popularized this idea and declared that a good trip should feature a proper 鈥渟et and setting鈥濃€攖he set being one鈥檚 state of mind; the setting being what he called 鈥渢he weather,鈥� which referred to both your physical surroundings and the people nearby.

The promise of such research ended abruptly: in 1970, alarmed by a media-fanned public perception that bad trips could cause insanity or brain damage, Congress passed the Controlled Substances Act, which banned many psychedelic drugs, including psilocybin and LSD, for both recreational and medical use. This move, which happened even though psychedelics are among the least harmful and addictive of recreational substances, hampered research for decades. It wasn鈥檛 until 2000 that psychedelic researchers at Johns Hopkins University鈥攂uoyed by the prospect of reviving the work鈥攐btained government approval to treat volunteers with large doses of psilocybin under highly controlled conditions in their labs.

In a with a mammoth title鈥斺€淧silocybin Can Occasion Mystical-Type Experiences Having Substantial and Sustained Personal Meaning and Spiritual Significance鈥濃€擩ohns Hopkins researchers concluded that psilocybin, a plant alkaloid, could connect us with the world in a profound, spiritual way. According to a press release that accompanied the study, the drug mimicked the effect of serotonin on brain receptors, in a manner that 鈥渃an induce mystical/spiritual experiences descriptively identical to spontaneous ones people have reported for centuries. The resulting experiences apparently prompt positive changes in behavior and attitude that last several months, at least.鈥�

Work like this triggered what is considered a modern psychedelic renaissance, as chronicled in Michael Pollan鈥檚 2018 book How to Change Your Mind. In addition to Johns Hopkins, leading institutions such as Stanford University, the University of California at Berkeley, and Imperial College London are confirming through research that drugs like psilocybin, ketamine, and MDMA can be used to treat depression, anxiety, addiction, PTSD, and end-of-life issues.

But for all the progress, these studies are legally required to be carried out in clinical research settings; in response, some researchers have tried to bring nature indoors. At Imperial College London, Sam Gandy, an ecologist who studies the link between psychedelics and nature, uses abundant outdoor images in the confines where he does his research. 鈥淲e have these big screens with woodlands and gardens,鈥� he says. 鈥淲e use beautiful settings with drapes between them to hide all the hospital equipment.鈥�

Meanwhile, the drive to conduct psychedelic therapy in natural settings is gaining purpose. A growing body of research supports the existence of what some scholars call our nature-deficit disorder, and of what we鈥檙e losing because of our detachment from the outdoors. Scientists are finding that the more connected we are to nature, the better we feel: a phenomenon they call 鈥渘ature-relatedness.鈥� Many studies have shown that a stronger connection to nature benefits mental health by improving mood, strengthening cognitive function, and alleviating depression.

鈥淲hen the ego dissolves a bit, you鈥檙e like, Oh, I am nature, I am all of these things, and I鈥檓 a part of it,鈥� says Tal Sharabi, a facilitator at the retreat. 鈥淚鈥檓 not that different from the owl I spotted, or the tree.鈥�

Research also shows that psychedelics can be a tool for facilitating nature-relatedness. In a 2018 study done by psychopharmacologists at Imperial College London, participants received a 10-milligram dose of psilocybin one week, followed by a 25-milligram dose the next week. Volunteers reported feeling a greater connection to nature starting in the first week, an awareness that continued for seven to twelve months.

A study done the next year by Gandy and others, called 鈥淔rom Egoism to Ecoism,鈥� found evidence of a causal effect between psychedelics and nature connection, lasting as long as two years after use. As the study concluded: 鈥淭hese findings point to the potential of psychedelics to induce enduring positive changes in the way humans relate to their natural environments.鈥�

Other researchers have found evidence of brain functions that may help explain these results. Exposure to nature lowers activity in two brain regions linked with depression and worry: the subgenual prefrontal cortex and the default mode network. Studies have shown that psilocybin has a similar effect, lowering blood flow to these areas.

Participants reported worrying less during mushroom trips and said they experienced the feeling of their ego dissolving. With the boundary between themselves and the earth made more permeable, they forged a stronger connection with the environment. Gandy鈥檚 , published in the International Journal of Environmental Research and Public Health, concluded that 鈥減roviding monitored psychedelic sessions in more natural settings may hold a unique potential and supports the principle of incorporating nature into the psychedelic-therapeutic centres of the future.鈥�

By fostering nature-relatedness, the study said, such experiences may increase our 鈥渆nvironmental concern and associated pro-environmental behaviours.鈥� The more connected we feel to nature, that is, the more we want to protect it.

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It鈥檚 a cool, misty morning at the Loloma Lodge, and Mike Arnold, the stocky, graying 44-year-old founder of Silo Wellness, is feeling high again鈥攏ot on ketamine, but on the news of the day: Silo has partnered with the Bob Marley estate to develop a line of mushroom products for use in wellness practice. Silo already grows mushrooms and runs retreats in Jamaica, where the fungus is available for recreational and medical use.

Bringing psychedelic retreats to America is part of Arnold鈥檚 master plan to turn on the masses to the power of nature. 鈥淚 want to see psychedelics get in the hands of as many people as quickly and inexpensively as possible,鈥� he says. 鈥淚t should be at least as accessible as cannabis, if not more so.鈥� The retreat is a major first step.

This is only the second time Silo has offered one of these retreats鈥攖he first happened in January 2021鈥攁nd the model it鈥檚 creating is still a work in progress. 鈥淲e鈥檙e designing our ketamine retreat as a prototype for the way I envision psilocybin to be administered,鈥� Arnold tells me as we walk through the lushly forested grounds. 鈥淭here鈥檚 a little bit of psychedelic narcissism in the world where people say, 鈥極h, the medicine will find you when you鈥檙e ready.鈥� But the medicine is never going to find some working-class eastern Oregonian who would never break the law to try a fungus.鈥�

Arnold, who鈥檚 originally from Missouri, earned a law degree in 2001 from the University of Oregon. Twenty-three years ago he moved to Springfield鈥攁 small, liberal city just east of Eugene鈥攚here he set up a legal-defense practice and generated plenty of heat and newspaper coverage. 鈥淚 was a very aggressive cross-examiner,鈥� he says. His clients included cannabis growers and the antigovernment protester Ammon Bundy.

As a person at the forefront of America鈥檚 psychedelic nature retreats, Arnold can seem more Paul Bunyan than Timothy Leary: he鈥檚 a former amateur rugby player who drives a muddy Ford F-150 and lives on a farm outside Springfield. A series of head injuries derailed not only his rugby playing but his mental health. In 2018, struggling with PTSD and anxiety, he connected with a doctor who suggested psychedelic therapy.

Like the loggers and working-class Oregonians Arnold hopes to reach, he had never taken a psychedelic. With no way to do it legally, he found an independent source who guided him through a psilocybin session. That one treatment, he says, got him outside of his head and into the world. 鈥淚t was like a lightbulb went off. I felt peace for the first time,鈥� he says. He wanted to spread the word. 鈥淚 was like, look, it鈥檚 really unfair that I got this opportunity and most of the people I know who need this would never eat mushrooms, right? Then I got the vision.鈥�

Arnold was in the right place to explore new ground, since Oregon had been the first state to decriminalize cannabis, back in 1973. He joined a small, energetic army fighting to legalize therapeutic uses of psychedelics, starting with psilocybin. Nonprofit advocacy organizations like the Portland Psychedelic Society and the Springfield-based Edelic Center for Ethnobotanical Services began raising public awareness, lobbying, and handing out fliers on street corners to drum up public interest.

They also drew on the wisdom of local veterans of the 1960s, including Carolyn 鈥淢ountain Girl鈥� Garcia, the ex-wife of Jerry Garcia and a member of the Merry Pranksters, the group corralled by Oregon novelist Ken Kesey and chronicled in Tom Wolfe鈥檚 1968 book The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test. Garcia, now 75 and living in Eugene, was raised in upstate New York by two botanists, and in 1970 she wrote one of the first books about growing cannabis, Primo Plant.

Her longtime goal has been to bring the kind of nature-relatedness experienced by the first generation of psychonauts into modern therapy practices. 鈥淵ou really start to notice things, and plants and birds and all that stuff comes alive,鈥� she says. 鈥淚t really takes people to a place of beauty. This could be the way to break them out of depression and come back to the world with a clean slate of appreciation for what we鈥檝e got here.鈥�

Measure 109 passed with a total of 1.2 million votes, an endorsement of all the work that led up to election day. 鈥淲e鈥檙e standing on the shoulders of giants,鈥� Arnold says. 鈥淭here鈥檚 a deep tradition in this state, but it鈥檚 a deep, ancient tradition going back to the Indigenous people.鈥� Now, with the law passed, they鈥檙e trying to bring that ancient tradition back.

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鈥淓verybody has something they鈥檙e struggling with, and that鈥檚 why they鈥檙e here.鈥�

Bailey Nelson, a middle-aged government worker with dark, curly hair and glasses, tells me this as we walk along the McKenzie one morning. (Nelson is using a pseudonym to avoid any complications with her employer.) In a somber voice, she describes lifelong struggles with depression. She went through psychotherapy, antidepressants, the usual menu, but kept hitting the same wall. 鈥淚 knew there was something there, I just couldn鈥檛 access it,鈥� she says as she looks across the river. 鈥淚 hadn鈥檛 gotten to the next level of thinking and consciousness, and that鈥檚 what I felt I needed.鈥�

With retirement approaching, Nelson developed deep feelings of alienation and aimlessness. She lived in Portland, and despite the city鈥檚 beautiful green surroundings, she felt cut off from nature. When she tried to sleep, she sensed the pain of her subconscious pushing against her, something that she couldn鈥檛 grasp, leaving her anxious and angry throughout the day. 鈥淚t came to a point where I felt really hopeless and needed to do something,鈥� she says. 鈥淟ike I was going to implode because I鈥檝e tried everything. I was desperate.鈥�

Nelson had never tried anything stronger than weed, but after doing some online research, she became intrigued by the promising research into psychedelic-assisted therapy. She also knew that the options for trying psychedelics were limited, and she didn鈥檛 want to risk losing her job. 鈥淭here are a lot of stigmas around this, particularly in my line of work,鈥� she says.

Nelson looked at , a website for people interested in spiritual getaways, but the only drug experiences she saw were out of the country and recreational. Her therapist suggested she keep looking for something closer to home, which eventually led her to apply for the Silo retreat.

Silo received more than 100 inquiries about five spots, and applicants had to answer a lengthy questionnaire, designed to identify their therapy needs and screen out people who might be unstable. 鈥淲e have lots of people in crisis who want to come here,鈥� Arnold says. 鈥淚 could fill a 20-person retreat with people in active crises.鈥�

The group includes a software architect, a government worker, a retired stockbroker, and a trauma nurse. They all suffer from severe psychological conditions; one says they鈥檙e trying this therapy 鈥渂ecause nothing else has worked.鈥�

Once accepted, the participants did two group sessions and one individual session, in advance, with Matthew Hicks and Tal Sharabi, who are facilitating the retreat. Hicks and Sharabi studied psychedelic-assisted therapy at the 鈥攁 private nonprofit university in San Francisco鈥攁nd have conducted their own ketamine sessions at their office in Portland. They are both bullish on the possibility of Measure 109 paving the way for increased legitimacy.

鈥淭here鈥檚 already a robust underground therapy scene happening, and of course it鈥檚 unregulated, which is a safety concern,鈥� Hicks says. 鈥淏ut the new law will create a pathway for people to offer this therapy in a legal framework. That is pretty significant.鈥�

During the preparatory meetings for the week, participants discussed what they want out of the retreat, and what help they鈥檙e hoping to take away that lasts. The group-therapy format is important; it provides a chance for people from different walks of life to share this journey together.

When the participants arrive at the lodge to get fully underway, they settle into rustic rooms in the main building鈥攁 cozy mountain lodge with deep couches, a big fireplace, and a kitchen stocked with snacks, coffee, and tea. After a breakfast of fried eggs and cinnamon-dusted sweet potatoes, each day begins with a group counseling session in the main lodge downstairs. In these meetings, each person shares their experiences, hopes, and fears. The participants will have two private counseling sessions with a therapist on the days when they鈥檙e not doing ketamine.

The ketamine sessions take place in the lodge鈥檚 old carriage house, lined with windows looking out on rolling hills. As participants take their seats, they get their blood pressure checked to make sure they鈥檙e in good physical condition. Then Hicks and Sharabi go over what they call 鈥渇light instructions,鈥� orientation for the trip to come. They discuss the basics of the medication: how it鈥檚 taken (a sublingual troche that dissolves under the tongue), how it tastes (not great), how long it takes to kick in (ten minutes), and what the onset feels like (a little numbness in the tongue).

The experience begins with a 20-minute ceremony, and for some, the ritualistic aspects may be off-putting. But it has a clear purpose: grounding the participants for what鈥檚 to come.

鈥淭he sacredness is helpful,鈥� Sharabi says. 鈥淚n our modern world, we don鈥檛 make many things sacred, but our existence is sacred and we forgot that.鈥�

鈥淭he ceremony is really to tell the subconscious, 鈥楬ey, we鈥檙e doing something different,鈥欌€� Hicks says.

The set and setting are referred to together as the 鈥渃ontainer,鈥� which means the carefully thought-out environment for the ceremony. As Sharabi puts it, 鈥淲e like to create this really warm, safe container so people will feel comfortable on their journey.鈥�

Candles are lit and classical music plays. Each participant is given a rose, a tradition that goes back to the first wave of psychedelic-therapy studies in the 1960s. 鈥淚t was something beautiful to ground them, put them into a positive mindset going into their journey, and something to return to,鈥� Hicks says. 鈥淔ollow the music,鈥� he tells the seekers.

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During her first session, Nelson didn鈥檛 feel much of anything, despite taking a 200-milligram dose. But the second one kicks in unmistakably.

At first she noticed what she鈥檒l later call 鈥渁 sinking feeling, a warm.鈥� Then it seems like she鈥檚 looking down at herself from above, third person.

Ketamine has this dissociative effect, and it brings on hallucinatory visions, too. Nelson can feel her consciousness expanding, and she begins experiencing synesthesia. 鈥淚 remember, at one point, tasting colors,鈥� she鈥檒l later recall. 鈥淚t felt very safe.鈥� During the sessions, the therapists keep a low profile, remaining quiet unless they鈥檙e needed. They say that negative reactions are rare; if someone is uncomfortable, a glass of water or a reassuring touch is generally enough to calm them.

But it鈥檚 not just therapists who provide calm during the journeys鈥攊t鈥檚 the natural setting itself, which comes through even though the trips happen inside. Participants are encouraged to ground themselves by connecting the feel of their feet on the floor with what they鈥檝e taken in outside. One describes feeling the softness of earth, moss, and wet grass. Another visualizes a large bird of prey seen earlier in the day, swirling around.

鈥淲hen the ego dissolves a bit, you鈥檙e like, Oh, I am nature, I am all of these things, and I鈥檓 a part of it,鈥� says Sharabi. 鈥淚鈥檓 not that different from the owl I spotted, or the tree.鈥�

After the sessions, the group goes for a hike to the Blue Pool. Nelson has seen this spot before, but never in winter. With each step toward it, she feels herself becoming more permeable, more aware, more connected with the crisp colors and air. Bright white snow slopes down between the trees, the sun glistening on the icy surface like splintered diamonds. She notices every detail鈥攖he rock in the shape of a heart, the comforting faces in the stone of the jagged cliffs. It鈥檚 just speaking to me, she thinks.

As Del Campo makes her way behind Nelson, she thinks about how scared she used to be of the woods, anxiety filling her brain with visions of injuries and accidents. She hasn鈥檛 always been this way, and remembers joyous times in nature as a child. She never imagined getting back to that happy feeling.

But now all she can see and feel is beauty: how the moss glistens, how tiny plants rise up from cracks in the black volcanic rock, how the plump green succulents and tiny gray umbrella mushrooms reach up from fallen nurse logs. She listens to the birds, the sounds of the water, taking it all in. 鈥淲e came from the forest,鈥� she says. 鈥淲e weren鈥檛 made in a test tube. Look at all this beauty.鈥�

As the group arrives at the Blue Pool, their eyes widen to take in the bluest blue below, the color of a glowing sky. Nelson watches the water in the cold breeze, and it seems like the liquid is part of her, commanding and eternal. 鈥淭he way the water moves, it鈥檚 fierce and it鈥檚 powerful and it demands respect,鈥� she says. Each detail becomes a metaphor, an extension of her: the eddy she felt stuck inside, whirling aimlessly, until she found herself here in the bright cool calm. 鈥淚鈥檝e always been able to go into nature and really feel grounded and connected, but it鈥檚 just a different level,鈥� she says. 鈥淚t鈥檚 deeper now.鈥�

Someday Oregon won鈥檛 be your only option for psychedelic therapy retreats. Several cities around the country, including Washington, D.C., Santa Cruz, California, and Ann Arbor, Michigan, have already decriminalized psilocybin for recreational use. And now, in the wake of Measure 109鈥檚 success, the focus is on expanding to legalized therapeutic use as well.

Connecticut lawmakers signed off on a bill in early June to create a task force that will study the therapeutic benefits of psilocybin. In Denver, where voters decriminalized magic mushrooms in 2019, a panel of 颅law-enforcement personnel, city officials, and mental health advocates have drafted a policy that, if passed by the city council, would legalize psilocybin for use in medical, therapeutic, and group settings.

And in Florida earlier this year, Democratic state representative Michael Grieco introduced legislation to allow psilocybin for therapeutic use. In a January 2021 statement, Grieco touted it as a promising treatment for veterans and others suffering from PTSD, depression, and addiction. 鈥淭he science regarding psilocybin is real, cannot be ignored, and soon will be a universally accepted form of treatment in the U.S,鈥� he said.

Some scientists, however, are cautioning against believing that programs like Silo will be widely replicated anytime soon, since the drugs involved are still illegal at the federal level. Albert Garcia-Romeu, a psychologist and researcher at the at Johns Hopkins, says that the groundswell of interest could send people who are unable to receive psychedelic-assisted therapy toward unlicensed providers. 鈥淚鈥檓 concerned that by moving the Oregon initiative forward,鈥� he says, 鈥渋t could set back basically the rest of the country and the work I鈥檝e been doing for 20 years at the lab.鈥�

Ketamine has a dissociative effect, and it brings on hallucinatory visions. Nelson can feel her consciousness expanding, and she begins experiencing synesthesia. 鈥淚 remember, at one point, tasting colors,鈥� she鈥檒l later recall. 鈥淚t felt very safe.鈥�

Sam Gandy says that despite the promising research linking psychedelics and nature-relatedness, we鈥檙e in the early stages of all this. 鈥淲e need to be careful about making too grand a claim at this stage,鈥� he says. 鈥淚 definitely don鈥檛 see psychedelics as a kind of magic bullet, but I do think they are powerful tools in the toolbox of nature connection and environmental awareness.鈥�

Carolyn Garcia also cautions against being overzealous. The more legitimacy that psychedelics gain, she says, the greater the need for education to prevent the kinds of casualties that plagued members of her generation who overindulged in drugs and alcohol.

鈥淭he whole psychedelic movement has grown to the point where they鈥檝e become kind of common, but there鈥檚 still no official teaching about it,鈥� she says. 鈥淲e鈥檙e still not teaching people how to manage, how to use, how to behave, but also how to administer. If you鈥檙e the person giving a substance to someone else, what are your protocols for passing that on to somebody? Do you have any protocols? Will you make sure that person鈥檚 going to be OK? Will you sit with them? You know, these are very important issues. We鈥檙e still in the Wild West.鈥�

In the meantime, Silo is already expanding its plans in Oregon. During a hike to the Tamolitch Falls, Arnold says that he hopes to hold about a dozen retreats in the state this year, ramping up to weekly events over time, in addition to the recreational getaways that happen in Jamaica.

As we get to the falls, we take them in for a few minutes, looking down at the awesome rush of water pouring into the basin below. 鈥淐ould you have this same experience without ketamine?鈥� Arnold says. 鈥淐ould you have the same experience with ketamine without a waterfall, or with the waterfall but without the group session? We鈥檒l learn that over the years. But we can say this is a very enjoyable way of going about mental health. You鈥檙e going to go through a hard journey. You might as well have a beautiful view.鈥�


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