Let鈥檚 get this out of the way: 听definitely sounds like a certain kind of book, and in some ways it lives up to its billing. Yes, this book is听a peek into the obsessive world of people who have seen unidentified objects in the sky鈥攐r who really, really want to someday. If you thought that UFO-curious and those who spotted strange objects on their radars were onto something, this one is definitely for you. Ditto for fans of The X-Files, Independence Day, or Men in Black II.
But in the hands of , a science writer and a journalist, the subject matter is framed for听skeptics just as much as believers.听It also will appeal to those of us who may not care much about UFOs one way or another听but听enjoy听spending time in nature and staring up at the sky.听
It turns out that the听UFO community听is vast听and听not entirely听composed of truthers who are convinced that extraterrestrial听beings听are attempting to contact us. For the first third of the book, Scoles digs into conspiracies surrounding national UFO news, like military sightings of mysterious flying objects. It鈥檚 a little in the weeds for readers who aren鈥檛听obsessed, but it鈥檚 a helpful primer on the fascinating individuals and organizations who form a loose subculture听of theorists and seekers: some have convoluted ties to government officials, some have a deep distrust of the government, and others just have deep pockets. As Scoles points out while discussing the UFO-seeking businessman Robert Bigelow, wealth 鈥渟eemed to shield him from stigma鈥. When you have a high enough bank balance, and have succeeded in being a CEO rather than a guy ranting on the street, people mostly shrug and write colorful magazine profiles of you.鈥 But some of the most interesting parts of the book include Scoles鈥檚 attempts to understand people who aren鈥檛 eccentric billionaires听and听have seen something they can鈥檛 explain.听
Scoles often writes about desert landscapes in a way that makes you think, Of course people see things here! She explores the isolated locations of extraterrestrial lore: ; the Bureau of Land Management territory around ; the and observatories in Puerto Rico and New Mexico, respectively; and the UFO Watchtower, in Colorado鈥檚 San Luis Valley. (For some reason, the extraterrestrials spotted by humans seem to have a strong preference for the less populated landscapes that we earthlings also like to escape to.) 鈥淭his plain has menacing topography,鈥 Scoles writes from near Area 51 and Yucca Mountain, Nevada, where the government has considered dumping nuclear waste for decades. 鈥淗ere, [mountains] are sharp mounds of semi-permanent dirt, hydrodynamically eroded into caverns and cones, rising from nothing.鈥澨
During the reporting of that section,听Scoles and her friends have a spooky encounter while trying to find a place to camp: they see lights that seem to linger exactly where they are听and that blink away at menacing times. (It鈥檚 less scary for its extraterrestrial implications than for the fact that it could be a car idling suspiciously near a group of three women off an isolated road, as Scoles鈥檚 friend points out.) They eventually fall asleep and wake up听the next day without further incident, but they听begin听to see how simply being out there in a remote and听arid landscape at night might give people a heightened sense of uncertainty. The desert can imbue anything鈥攁n animal鈥檚 footsteps around a tent, a light in the sky that doesn鈥檛 quite behave like a star or an airplane鈥攚ith mystery or dread. Encountering a UFO, it seems, can feel just the same as encountering any kind of unidentified听object under the right circumstances.
Of course, not all UFO encounters are scary. In fact, what stuck with me most from the book听were meditations from Scoles鈥檚 interviewees about their feelings of awe and discovery in the presence of something that might have been extraterrestrial in nature. Scoles doesn鈥檛 aim to convert skeptics鈥攕he is one herself鈥攂ut instead tries to help us understand the mindset of UFO believers. What would happen to you if you thought you鈥檇 seen听something that a lot of other people don鈥檛 believe in?听How would you describe it? What would it mean to you? How would you feel if not that many other people could understand what it听was like? Scoles recalls that historian 听once told her that 鈥渨hat grabs people is not that UFOs show up. It鈥檚 that they go away.
鈥淵ou can spend your life searching, seeking,鈥 he said.听
The outdoor experiences we chase, I think, provoke feelings in us that are not so different from the ones the UFO community experiences, too. Anyone who鈥檚 camped under the Milky Way or headed for a summit at dawn can find resonance there. So much of the thrill of getting outside is how fleeting, overwhelming, and deeply humbling it can all be鈥攈ow small a single person can feel compared to the entirety of the universe, and how hard that is to explain. We鈥檝e all been to a vista that just didn鈥檛 look the same when we tried to photograph it,听or听felt elated recognition just听after completing some superhuman sufferfest. Maybe we鈥檝e even seen something while stargazing that we can鈥檛 totally explain.
Scoles deftly gets to the heart of听what we feel when we think we鈥檝e connected with something sent from the greater universe: whatever鈥檚 out there, maybe it wants to know us and be known, and the experience of discovery makes us special. 鈥淎 very small, very arrogant part of me wants to believe, though I know it isn鈥檛 true, that this too-perfect celestial show is for us,鈥 she writes.