Erica Berry Archives - 国产吃瓜黑料 Online /byline/erica-berry/ Live Bravely Tue, 25 Apr 2023 18:32:08 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.7.1 https://cdn.outsideonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/favicon-194x194-1.png Erica Berry Archives - 国产吃瓜黑料 Online /byline/erica-berry/ 32 32 Climate Grief Was Clouding My Time 国产吃瓜黑料. So I Turned to Ecotherapy. /culture/essays-culture/ecotherapy-climate-grief/ Tue, 21 Mar 2023 11:00:32 +0000 /?p=2623419 Climate Grief Was Clouding My Time 国产吃瓜黑料. So I Turned to Ecotherapy.

Therapy on the hiking trail couldn鈥檛 fix the new normal of Oregon wildfire season, but could it help me grapple with it?

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Climate Grief Was Clouding My Time 国产吃瓜黑料. So I Turned to Ecotherapy.

Midway through my second ecotherapy session, I was climbing a muddy hill and trying to articulate a particular brand of climate-change-induced loneliness when I heard a squawk. Stopping abruptly on the trail, I looked down into the canyon to our right, then up into the fir canopy above.

鈥淲hat kind of bird was that?鈥 I asked, as if this were a normal question for a therapist. Thomas Doherty paused, tilting his face toward the misty sky.

鈥淚鈥檓 not sure,鈥 he said. 鈥淚 hear a crow, but this is something else.鈥 Craning toward the noise, I became aware of my heaving breath, now as much a part of the morning鈥檚 soundtrack as the mystery bird. After a few seconds鈥 pause, both Doherty and I took out our phones, opened the Merlin Bird ID app, and held our microphones to the sky.

I didn鈥檛 have time to consider how much of a clich茅 I had become in my first months of amateur bird-watching鈥擨 was too busy wondering if the app鈥檚 Shazam-like feature would track the call. When no answer came, the mystery felt like its own pleasure, a cheery postcard from an unknown friend.

As we continued up the hill, I tried to recall where my train of thought had stopped, but it no longer felt important. I had been talking about suppressing climate sadness because I didn鈥檛 want to sound like an evangelist or bum my loved ones out. But now I was thinking about the bird, and wasn鈥檛 that the opposite of doom-brain鈥攖uning in to all that lived around me? This sort of diversion certainly wouldn鈥檛 happen in a therapy office, but it wasn鈥檛 a bad thing. The bird had, for a moment, airlifted me out of my anxiety. 鈥淏eing outside gets us out of our heads,鈥 Doherty told me when I mentioned it later. 鈥淚t keeps us in the present moment, reminding us our bodies are curious and attuned.鈥

My jeans were speckled with rain and my fingers were cold, but I felt calm. Buoyed, even. As the bird let out another hoarse hoot, I followed Doherty around the bend.

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Why We Need More Climate Change Love Stories /culture/essays-culture/climate-change-love-stories-fiction-books/ Fri, 08 Oct 2021 10:15:13 +0000 /?p=2532836 Why We Need More Climate Change Love Stories

Reading about romance and relationships in speculative fiction about scary futures reminds us that a better world is always worth fighting for

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Why We Need More Climate Change Love Stories

We鈥檙e relaunching the 国产吃瓜黑料 Book Club this week, and to celebrate we鈥檙e publishing a series on how the booming genre of climate fiction is helping us see our changing planet in a new light. You can learn more about the book club here,听or join us on听听to discuss our October pick,听,听a new work of climate fiction by Richard Powers.


Midway through Sally Rooney鈥檚 zeitgeisty new novel, , one protagonist emails another about the 鈥減roblem of contemporary life.鈥 The reality, she writes, is that 鈥渨hen we should have been reorganizing the distribution of the world鈥檚 resources and transitioning collectively to a sustainable economic model, we were worrying about sex and friendship instead.鈥 Her summation suggests that our private and public worlds are in opposition. On the one hand, romance. On the other, ecological catastrophe. This shame feels all too familiar, but it is a feeling I have come to mistrust. Love isn鈥檛 a distraction from climate emergency鈥攐n the contrary, its existence is critical for helping us cope. Climate fiction can help us learn how.

Rooney鈥檚 novel is perhaps not 鈥渃li-fi,鈥 in that the plot does not center on environmental concerns in a climate-shaped world. But it joins other contemporary novels鈥擨mbolo Mbue鈥檚 , Jenny Offill鈥檚 , Mar铆a Amparo Escand贸n鈥檚 鈥攊n considering how environmental crises strain day-to-day relationships. Reviewing Rooney鈥檚 novel for the magazine Jacobin, Amelia Ayrelan Iuvino though it isn鈥檛 fiction鈥檚 job to provide political solutions, we can still be mobilized by the existential despair of Rooney鈥檚 characters. Iuvino writes that our task is to resist their angst, 鈥渢o continue loving and caring and being wrapped up in what may seem quotidian, without allowing our knowledge of the exploitation and suffering our daily life rests on to fade into the background.鈥 Fiction, in other words, can help us visualize how to better love during crisis. And when that fiction unfolds in speculative futures, it鈥檚 the love stories that make our bodies feel like we are there and, in the process, motivate us to fight for a better world back home.

In early 2017, I taught a multigenre creative writing seminar called 鈥淲riting in the Age of Climate Change鈥 at the University of Minnesota. My students had come primarily for dystopia and utopia, craving fiction that rocketed them out of their own lives. At the same time, they were attracted to plot elements that resonated with their concerns as 21-year-olds鈥攕tory lines, very often, about love. Whether in Nathaniel Rich鈥檚 or Octavia Butler鈥檚 , protagonists fought not only to find their way in an apocalyptic world but also to navigate lust, loneliness, and everything in between once there.

The piece I think of most often from the semester is Carmen Maria Machado鈥檚 short story 鈥,鈥 from . The story was not immediately relevant to the course. It is a list of paragraphs cataloging every person the fictional narrator has had a sexual encounter with, beginning when she is a teenager. 鈥淥ne girl鈥er parents were upstairs; we told them we were watching Jurassic Park,鈥 Machado writes in the first paragraph. A few sentences later, 鈥淚 still have never seen Jurassic Park. I suppose I never will.鈥 Only on a second read do we understand the line doesn鈥檛 refer to the protagonist鈥檚 taste in movies but to the dawn of an apocalypse.

Machado鈥檚 character crystallizes through the accumulation of these anecdotes. She reveals herself to be a person who 鈥渁nxiously [makes] so many lists鈥 (鈥渢rees that began with M鈥tates that I had lived in鈥) to wrangle a chaotic world. In the sixth paragraph, a virus appears. This was one reason I taught the story in this course: because . The narrator and a lover first hear about the virus on a 24-hour diner TV; when she loses her job because 鈥渘o one wanted quirky photography tips during an epidemic,鈥 another lover buys her dinner. Soon family members begin dying. The narrator goes into quarantine. The National Guard comes, as do refugees. The reader learns these details only when they become relevant to the narrator鈥檚 sex life.

Reading the story amid COVID-19, Machado鈥檚 description of an even-worse pandemic felt horribly uncanny, but so did the persistence of desire and heartache, which creep through the dystopia like a vine. 鈥淲e married,鈥 the narrator notes. 鈥淚鈥檓 still not sure if I was with her because I wanted to be or because I was afraid of what the world was catching all around us.鈥 Her personal and public landscapes are not discrete. One oozes into the other, toppling dominoes of plot. My students loved the story, awed by its insistence on centering romance amid horror. The reader is tugged along not just by the question 鈥淲ill the narrator survive?鈥 but also 鈥淲ill she ever have a crush again?鈥 In Machado鈥檚 deft hand, the stakes feel nearly equivalent.

I now crave speculative love stories that go one step further; that open my eyes not just to what I can lose, but what can be kindled in the world to come.

In the years since that semester鈥檚 class, my climate anxiety has spiked, but so has my sense of how to cope. One of the best resources I have found is , a newsletter by Dr. Britt Wray, a fellow at Stanford University and the London School of Hygiene and Tropical Medicine who investigates the disproportionate ways the climate crisis affects young people鈥檚 mental states and offers ideas for strengthening emotional resilience. In a recent post, psychiatrist and author Robert Jay Lifton鈥檚 idea of the 鈥減rospective survivor.鈥 鈥淲hile a survivor is someone who has touched death but made it out alive,鈥 Wray writes, 鈥渁 prospective survivor is someone who vividly imagines how they might perish and gets shaken to the core by its haunting [e]ffect.鈥 Crucially, a prospective survivor does not surrender to a doomsday future. She does not subscribe to what climate justice writer 鈥渄eluded belief that this world has ever been perfect and that, therefore, an imperfect version of it is not worth saving, or fighting for.鈥 A prospective survivor lets herself catastrophize and then kicks herself into action. Because she has imagined what she can lose, she knows what she is working to save.

Reading Machado鈥檚 鈥淚nventory鈥 made me feel like a prospective survivor, imagining what I would do for love at the end of the known world. It also made me want to fight for , not only to prevent zoonotic plagues from causing mass death, but because I had seen how Machado鈥檚 story ended. I had imagined myself as the narrator, friends and family dead, alone after having fled to an island where “sand鈥low[s] into my mouth, my hair,鈥 nostalgic for the 鈥渇loral, chemical smell鈥 of fabric softener once used by a boyfriend鈥檚 mother. Finishing the story, I thought: I never want to be that lonely.

It is all too easy to see a future of global warming as a future defined by loss. And while I agree with Lifton and Wray that it鈥檚 useful to sit in that grief, I now crave speculative love stories that go one step further; that open my eyes not just to what I can lose, but . Potowatami biologist and bestselling author Robin Wall-Kimmerer has that the pandemic phrase 鈥渟heltering in place鈥 is more fruitful than 鈥渓ockdown鈥 because it suggests 鈥渨e might have come to pay attention to the things that we have, rather than the things we don鈥檛 have,鈥 shifting our gaze away from human stimuli and toward that of gardens and woods. Like COVID-19, human-caused environmental devastation has , but rather than succumb to the inevitability of future loss, we should seize this chance to marvel at what is still here on earth for us to love and to imagine all that we can still help cultivate in the decades to come, from gardens to new political paradigms to鈥攜es鈥攔omances. 鈥淚t鈥檚 the very reason I root for us to survive,鈥 writes Rooney鈥檚 character in the email, 鈥渂ecause we are so stupid about each other.鈥

I want to read climate fiction about what happens when we own these feelings. As a teenager, I clung to long-shot rom-coms because I needed to believe I would fall in love. One afternoon on the back of a school bus, I sat next to my friend, her headphone splitter beaming Destiny鈥檚 Child to both our ears. She asked me, in the bored quiet, who I had a crush on. I dunno. We were out of snacks, our thighs clammy against the plastic seats. A second later, she leaned in. Pretend the world was ending. I felt a tingle of possibility. Like we all have to pick someone? Her eyes flashed. Exactly. Suddenly the ennui of that field trip began to lift. Our future held more than boredom. That was the day I understood you could choose to kindle a crush. To light a candle that would probably go out, but would, for a time, create a glow in the dark hallway ahead. A crush is a fantasy, which means it relies on the projection of a brighter future. On hope. And what feeling is more pertinent to cultivate as we round the corner of whatever is to come?

Now, as I curl up to read on the sunken couch beside my partner, I want climate fiction that helps me imagine and fight for a world where love will persist: not just for me, but for the kids who live next door and, one day, for their kids too. I want happy endings, not because they provide unrealistic escapism, but as a reminder that the future is鈥攊n so, so many ways鈥攕till ours to help shape. In the New Yorker last year, science writer Michelle Nijhuis in our contemporary day-to-day, because however tempting the fantasy of a clean break with our past might be, for so many of us, 鈥渢here will be no fresh start.鈥 Climate fiction that centers stories around love can help us project our personal lives into this changing public landscape. It can help us visualize ourselves as 鈥減rospective survivors鈥 in a warming world that may not be apocalyptically foreign, but strangely鈥攃ruelly, annoyingly so鈥攆amiliar. As Offill writes in Weather, 鈥淒o not believe that because you are a revolutionary you must feel sad.鈥 Into the wildfires and hurricanes we will charge, motored by little engines of lust and heartache.

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鈥楤eloved Beasts鈥 Is a Riveting History of Conservation /culture/books-media/beloved-beasts-michelle-nijhuis-book-review/ Fri, 12 Mar 2021 00:00:00 +0000 /uncategorized/beloved-beasts-michelle-nijhuis-book-review/ 鈥楤eloved Beasts鈥 Is a Riveting History of Conservation

A new book by the acclaimed science journalist Michelle Nijhuis looks at the complicated past of humans protecting the loss of other species, from John Muir to the World Wildlife Fund

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鈥楤eloved Beasts鈥 Is a Riveting History of Conservation

In physics, the Doppler effect describes how a noise like a coming train will always sound different when it approaches than when it recedes. The noise itself is the same, but your perspective听changes, and with it,听the pitch enters听a new frequency. Reading about history can ignite a similar feeling, showing how, say, social battles that once seemed futile were actually progressing all along. Such is the case with , a new book by former biologist and acclaimed science journalist and editor Michelle Nijhuis. Beloved Beasts unwinds a history of human efforts to protect the loss of other species, an impulse, Nijhuis writes,听鈥渓ikely as old as the images of steppe bison painted on cave walls.鈥 She reveals how policies and habits that once seemed unmovable were, through the intervention of passionate human advocates, changed. 鈥淔antasy and despair are tempting, but history can help us resist them,鈥 she writes. 鈥淭he past accomplishments of conservation were not inevitable, and neither are its future failures.鈥

叠别濒辞惫别诲听叠别补蝉迟蝉 is a capacious, engrossing, and timely examination of worldwide conservation movements since the late 19th century, tracing not just their triumphs but the tendrils of racism and colonialism that have all too often undergirded the science. Beginning with the plight of bison in the American West, the book moves chronologically through turning points in species conservation, with each chapter tethered to an actor or two and the animals they were鈥攐r are still鈥攚orking to protect. This structure is surprisingly buoying, not just because it鈥檚 more fun to follow people than policies, but because it鈥檚 evidence of just how many ripples one life can make. Aldo Leopold described conservation as a movement of individuals, each 鈥渁 member of a community of interdependent parts,鈥 and the book attains a similar patchwork of viewpoints and priorities, while never succumbing to the myth that change stems from one voice alone.

Conservation history,听Nijhuis writes,听is 鈥渇ull of people who did the wrong things for the right reasons, and the right things for the wrong reasons,鈥澨齛nd her听portraits of these movers and shakers are multifaceted. John Muir鈥檚 ecstatic meditations on the natural world may have become 鈥減art of conservation scripture,鈥 but when he came across a group of Mono people while hiking in the Sierra Nevada, he wrote that they 鈥渉a[d]听no right place in the landscape.鈥 This ethos听reverberated through the 20th-century creation of national parks in Africa, which were initially spearheaded by colonial governments听and which evicted nomadic inhabitants as 鈥渟quatters鈥 in order to create a definition of 鈥渨ilderness鈥 palatable to foreign safari-goers.

Human control over wild animals has long been a way of exerting dominance over the animals鈥 habitat, the same habitat, of course, that we rely on too. Nijhuis describes President Ulysses S. Grant鈥檚 interior secretary, Columbus Delano, believing that the decimation of American bison populations would, in his words, 鈥渃onfine the Indians to smaller areas, and compel them to abandon their nomadic customs鈥濃攑aving the way, implicitly, for white men to dominate the landscape.听

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Beloved Beasts alsodetails the rise of well-known organizations like the , which听was launched in 1961 by a few dozen听British naturalists, most of them male and white. One of them was听author 鈥檚 brother听Julian, an adventurous biologist whose three-month, Unesco-funded trip through Central and East Africa had just been chronicled听in a series of newspaper articles published in the London Observer.听As in the U.S. with Rachel Carson鈥檚 , Huxley鈥檚 writing won the hearts and minds of those with power and pocketbooks;听the WWF formed as a fundraising machine in the wake of his publication.听(As for the WWF panda mascot? It was sketched during an early planning meeting, chosen because it was cute, threatened globally, and its black-and-white fur would be cheap to print.)

Meanwhile, Nijhuis鈥檚 account of the 鈥渃risis discipline鈥 of conservation biology that emerged in the 1970s鈥攖he concept that the field needed to move urgently to address environmental threats鈥攊s enriched by her own account of knowing one of its earliest advocates, biologist , who was her neighbor in the foothills of the western Colorado Rockies decades later. 鈥淲hat really bothered him, he often said, was not the prospect of death but that of the end of birth鈥攖he end of evolution, the end of possibility,鈥 she writes.

In addition to covering these central movements, Nijhuis describes battles I knew little about, from the bird-watching suffragists who fought feathered fashion at the turn of the 20th century, to the Maori who successfully classified the longest navigable river in New Zealand as a legal person in 2017, to the Namibian conservationists currently reliant on budgets funded by trophy hunters. Though at times I hoped she would cover more of these smaller-scale conservation efforts鈥攑erhaps shedding a light on the Nez Perce 听or the Indigenous communities in Myanmar collected about fish in their rivers鈥攖he book seems to me successful if, after reading Nijhuis鈥檚听history,听readers are left wanting to hunt down more.

Nijhuis is the sort of writer who makes excavating arcane facts and dinner-party-worthy anecdotes look effortless. I often found myself shouting to my boyfriend in the other room, compelled to share, for example, that a species of Slovenian cave beetle was now nearly extinct because its scientific name (A. hitleri) had made it a neo-Nazi collector鈥檚 item. Her eye knows just where to linger when she鈥檚 in the field, as with听her description听of watching a rhino in the sparse, spiky shade of a mopani听tree as he 鈥渨orked his droopy upper lip 鈥 vast haunches jiggling as he disappeared into the sun-bleached brush.鈥 Even accounts of committee meetings鈥攐ne with 1920s Audubon members, another with contemporary seminomadic Namibian herders鈥攈ad my heart pounding, tickled to be so immersed in bureaucratic Ping-Pong.

Nijhuis听is the sort of writer who makes excavating arcane facts and dinner-party-worthy anecdotes look effortless.

I would have marveled at the scope of Nijhuis鈥檚 research in any moment, but the book feels particularly timely now. In late January, President Biden announced an unprecedented plan to conserve 30 percent of the United States鈥 lands and waters by 2030 as part of his day-one executive order on climate. In practice, this will mean more than doubling the area of currently protected land held by both private and public parties鈥攁dding an area 鈥攚ith no obvious path for which land should be targeted first. Scientists talk about 鈥,鈥 where听an animal鈥檚 chance for survival depends on how 鈥渦seful鈥 we see it, and Beloved Beasts made me consider the value we assign not only to animals but to their鈥攖o our鈥攈abitats,听often prioritizing the conservation of the landscapes we most want to recreate in. The scope of Biden鈥檚 plan would require transcending those sorts of calculations. In the 1990s, Soul茅 was one of the first biologists to suggest that we should be building 鈥渉abitat corridors鈥 between natural reserves, creating pathways for animals to migrate and move across the whole continent, from Canada to Mexico. Proposals of this nature have traditionally been a tough sell, but Biden has created an opening to discuss the preservation of habitat connectivity once again.听

When humans invented agriculture around 8,000 B.C., we were ,听including baboons. Ten thousand years later, we rule the earth, and it鈥檚 the animals around us that keep disappearing, at a rate of about 9,000 human-caused species extinctions every year. The idea that we are entering a sixth mass extinction now is听well-documented. Biologist Paul Ehrlich tells Nijhuis that though the scale of species extinctions is already sobering, it doesn鈥檛 capture how many more local animal populations are declining or going extinct even as their species holds on. In her 2016 book , Ursula Heise asks, 鈥淚s it possible to acknowledge the realities of large-scale species extinction and yet to move beyond mourning, melancholia, and nostalgia to a more affirmative vision of our biological future?鈥

After reading 叠别濒辞惫别诲听叠别补蝉迟蝉, I am confident the answer is yes. Nijhuis defines the mission of conservation biology as 鈥渢he preservation of possibility,鈥 but in her introduction, she explains that she will use the word hope听sparingly, because the emotion did not motivate many early conservationists. They were swayed by other things (鈥渓ove, outrage, data鈥), but they did not persevere because they felt they would succeed at saving the animals they loved鈥攖hey just felt it was worth doing regardless. So I was surprised, on closing the book, to feel that rare flutter: hope. It wasn鈥檛 that I now believed humans could save every animal, but that in owning up to the harmful rhetoric within conservation鈥檚 lineage, and acknowledging the persistence of colonial and racist environmental policies, we will be able to collaborate more efficiently and more equitably.听As Nijhuis suggests, to cultivate habitat for other animals, we must find connectivity in our own communities first.听

Though a conservation biologist will emphasize the similarities between humans and other animals, Nijhuis notes that Homo sapiens are the only ones aware of ourselves as a species, capable of identifying and acting as part of a larger 鈥渨e.鈥 鈥淭he assumption that only particular kinds of humans are distinctive鈥攖hat a subset of the 鈥榳e鈥櫶齣s different from other animals, but 鈥榯hey鈥櫶齛re not鈥攗nderlies some of the darkest chapters of the conservation movement,鈥 writes Nijhuis toward the end of the book. We need a future built on multispecies solidarity, she writes, and an awareness that we are all in it together on this warming planet. Humans can destroy, but so can we protect, conserve, rebuild. We must not forget we are 鈥渃apable of protecting the rest of life from ourselves.鈥

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