鈥淚 don鈥檛 remember the impact,鈥 says Emily Harrington, at 33 one of the world鈥檚 strongest rock climbers. 鈥淚 remember reaching up to a handhold and in that split second before I was solid, my foot slipped. I remember falling. The next thing I remember was Alex being there.鈥
Alex is Alex Honnold, the only climber in the world with an Oscar to his name for his efforts climbing the 5.13 Freerider route up El Capitan without a rope. That鈥檚 what made him the perfect belay partner for Harrington鈥檚 one-day free attempt on the 5.13 Golden Gate route up Yosemite鈥檚 most famous landmark. 鈥淕olden Gate is much more difficult than Freerider,鈥 says Honnold. So difficult that only three people have ever free climbed it in a day: Tommy Caldwell, Brad Gobright, and Honnold himself. Conveniently, Golden Gate and Freerider share the same route up the first 2,000 feet before Golden Gate diverges for the last and most difficult 1,200 feet. 鈥淎lex obviously knows it better than anyone,鈥 says Harrington.聽
Having Honnold on board as a belay partner was only one part of a strategy that would need to work perfectly in order for Harrington to become the first woman and fourth person to free climb Golden Gate in a day. She鈥檇 been working through the moves of the route for years. In 2015, she freeclimbed it in six days. And on November 7 of this year, she came heartbreakingly close, climbing all but the last 30 feet of the final 5.13 pitch before exhaustion overtook her. 鈥淚t鈥檚 not about the hard pitches,鈥 she explains. 鈥淚t鈥檚 about the accumulation of fatigue. Even the 5.10 pitches are really physical, so it becomes this huge endurance challenge that a lot of climbers don鈥檛 quite grasp.鈥
On November 24, with a snowstorm fast approaching that would signal the end of the Yosemite big-wall season, Harrington wanted to make one last attempt. Well before dawn and with the mercury reading 27 degrees鈥攃old for the slipper-like climbing shoes and long-sleeve T-shirt she was wearing in anticipation of extreme physical exertion and warmer temps throughout the day鈥擧arrington stepped onto the wall.
To stack the deck in her favor, she and Honnold planned to use a technique called simul-climbing, a time-saving high-risk endeavor in which the leader and follower both advance at the same time. The leader places gear sparingly, 鈥渞unning it out,鈥 as they say, while the follower cleans the gear. By leaving huge gaps between placements and climbing simultaneously, a team can cover four pitches with the amount of gear and time that it typically takes to finish one. The tradeoff is, of course, safety. If the follower slips, he pulls the leader off with him. If the leader falls, she takes an enormous fall that must be caught by a belayer who is focused on climbing.
鈥淵ou have to conserve your gear,鈥 says Harrington. 鈥淚nstead of climbing the Freeblast in 12 pitches, we planned to climb it in four pitches.鈥 The Freeblast, for people who remember the movie Free Solo, is the lower, less-than vertical-section of Freerider/Golden Gate where the climbing isn鈥檛 technically as difficult as the upper sections, but it鈥檚 slabby, slippery, and what Harrington generally characterizes as 鈥渋nsecure.鈥澛
鈥淚t鈥檚 dark. It鈥檚 cold. It鈥檚 easy for your fingers and feet to be numb and to slip unexpectedly,鈥 says Honnold. When he made his abortive attempt on Freerider early in Free Solo, it was the Freeblast section that turned him around rather than the most difficult sections up high. Harrington is a 5.14 climber. When she slipped, she was making the last move of a 5.10c pitch while navigating a pair of twin cracks. Just a few feet above her was a fixed bolt she could have clipped for ultimate safety.聽
About 150 feet below, Honnold was belaying Harrington when he heard her scream. 鈥淚 was sitting on the ground tying my shoes, getting ready to start simul-climbing,鈥 says Honnold. 鈥淭ons of slack just pools on the ground, which is consistent with huge falls.鈥 The phenomenon occurs when the leader is falling but still above her last piece of gear. 鈥淭he rope is falling at the same speed as the climber,鈥 says Honnold. 鈥淚t鈥檚 just physics.鈥澛
Honnold was belaying with a gri-gri, a mechanical device that鈥檚 a little bit like the cams in a car seat belt. Its mechanism allows the rope to slide smoothly through it at low speeds but locks down tight if you try to pull the rope through it with any kind of jarring motion. But the energy of the fall never actually reached the gri-gri. In most circumstances, a belayer鈥檚 hand is never supposed to leave the rope. But at the highest echelons of simul-climbing, that鈥檚 just not an option. The follower has to climb and remove gear from the wall while also belaying the leader. That鈥檚 why there鈥檚 a simple rule of simul-climbing: don鈥檛 fall.聽
鈥淭he leader is choosing a strategy with the intention that they鈥檙e not going to fall on easy terrain,鈥 says Honnold. 鈥淵ou can see in the video鈥︹澛
Jon Glassberg of , was filming and photographing the ascent. (Glassberg shared the video with me but asked that we not publish it, fearing that it might聽look like Honnold had given an inattentive belay.) 聽
In it, Honnold鈥檚 girlfriend Sanni McCandless shouts encouragement upward, 鈥淣ice, Em!鈥澛
A second later Harrington鈥檚 haunting scream arcs out of the darkness. Honnold looks up from tying his shoes, grabs the rope that鈥檚 pooling around him with his bare hands, and stops the fall with a stunned look on his face. The catch was unorthodox, but so was the fall.聽
Harrington鈥檚 headlamp was knocked off by the impact, so Glassberg, McCandless, and Honnold couldn鈥檛 see what had happened to her. Honnold lowered her onto a pedestal-like ledge. McCandless put on her harness and took over the belay from Honnold, who soloed up to find Harrington conscious but injured.聽
鈥淪he had an enormous goose egg on the front of her forehead,鈥 says Honnold.

Glassberg radioed to Yosemite Search and Rescue (YOSAR) and to Harrington鈥檚 boyfriend, the Himalayan guide Adrian Ballinger, that she鈥檇 fallen and was hurt. Ballinger had planned to hike to the top of El Capitan, rappel in, and take over belay duty from Honnold for the last 1,200 feet of the climb.
鈥淚 remember talking to him. I remember him holding my back up and keeping my head still,鈥 says Harrington.
鈥淪he kept saying, 鈥業f I was you, I鈥檇 be dead. If I was you, I鈥檇 be dead,鈥欌 recalls Honnold. 鈥淚 was like, Oh man.鈥 It was a reference to the fact that Honnold鈥檚 friends worried publicly about him climbing this same route with no rope at all.
鈥淲e just waited for Adrian and YOSAR to get there,鈥 recalls Harrington. 鈥淭he YOSAR guys said you were so lucky to be so close to the ground.鈥
First Ballinger arrived and then YOSAR. She and Honnold were both shivering. They quickly got her into a litter and lowered her back to the ground where she was loaded into an ambulance.聽
At the hospital, her injuries proved to be gruesome but largely superficial. Most shockingly, Harrington had somehow managed to get her neck caught in the rope during the fall and was left with a long bruise that made it look like she鈥檇 been strangled. Ultimately she was able to walk out of the hospital a day later. She and Ballinger were planning to Airbnb their Squaw Valley condo starting this week and head out for a ski-mountaineering trip to Ecuador. Now, Harrington at least, is struggling with the prospect of some forced R&R.聽
And inevitably, within the climbing community, there will be some level of debate about whether Honnold鈥檚 belay was up to snuff for one of the world鈥檚 best climbers. If Harrington had fallen a minute later, while Honnold was on the wall with her, the fact that his hands weren鈥檛 on the rope would have been a given.
Honnold, who is famously dry when it comes to assessing risk, doesn鈥檛 view it as a cautionary tale: 鈥淚n a lot of ways, this shows that the techniques actually work,鈥 says Honnold. 鈥淪he took one of the worst possible falls on the whole route and still wound up basically fine.鈥
Ballinger, who shepherds clients to the summit of Everest most years with a perfect safety record, has a similar take. 鈥淔or Emily to climb Golden Gate in 24 hours, she has to cut out part of the safety system on the easy sections. Otherwise she鈥檇 never have time to climb the hard pitches up high.鈥澛
Ultimately, though, Harrington herself sees the accident as a validation, if a painful one: 鈥淭he system worked. The rope caught me. My gear held,鈥 she says. 鈥淚鈥檒l try again in spring.鈥